“Jase had the right idea calling you Temptress,” he says before letting a couple of expletives loose. He lifts his head, and his eyes find mine. “Sorry, babe. I wasn’t thinking.”
Pain spears me through the heart, like always, when I think of my ex-lover. “It’s okay. I know you didn’t say it intentionally.” Mention of Jase has effectively quashed my ardor, so I release him and swing my legs over my side of the bed.
“I love you.” Chad comes up behind me and kisses me on the shoulder.
“Love you too.” I angle my head back, and he drops a soft kiss on my lips.
A light goes off in his eyes. “I have something that’ll cheer you up. Stay put.” He races into our closet, emerging a minute later carrying a large, wrapped box.
“What’s that?”
He hands it to me. “A gift for you.”
My brows knit in confusion. “It’s not my birthday until next month.”
“Who said it’s a birthday gift?” He arches a brow, nudging the edge of the box. “Open it, sweetheart.”
I tear into the wrapping, gasping when I see what’s inside. “Chad!” My gaze flips from the expensive Nikon to my boyfriend. “This is too much.”
A muscle clenches in his jaw, and I swallow back bile. “You’re my woman. I love you, and I can afford to treat you again. Please don’t make this into something. Just accept the fucking camera, Ash. Photography makes you happy, and I want you to be happy.”
We are treading on eggshells when it comes to anything money related these days, and I’m sick of it. I want to tell him he shouldn’t be spending this much money on me when he’s carrying the entire financial burden for his family. I also want to tell him I don’t want something bought with ill-gotten gains, but I can’t. If I voice those sentiments, it’ll turn into World War Three, and I don’t want to fight with Chad anymore. I will just have to find a way to make peace with all of this. Which is easier said than done. But I’ll try.
“Thanks, babe. I love it.” I set it down on the bed before throwing my arms around my boyfriend. “And I love you.” I hold him tight, relieved when he hugs me back and I feel his tense muscles relaxing against me. “For the record,” I add, tipping my chin up so I’m peering directly into his eyes. “You make me happy. Don’t ever doubt that.”