I had just thought that maybe if I played like Johnny wasn't dead it wouldn't hurt so much
highlandjeffereyцитируетв прошлом году
Don't remember how Johnny was your buddy, don't remember that he didn't want to die.
highlandjeffereyцитируетв прошлом году
Dally didn't die a hero. He died violent and young and desperate, just like we all knew he'd die someday.
highlandjeffereyцитируетв прошлом году
even as I begged silently--- Please, not him... not him and Johnny both ---I knew he would be dead, because Dally Winston wanted to be dead and he always got what he wanted.
highlandjeffereyцитируетв прошлом году
He was dead before he hit the ground. But I knew that was what he wanted
highlandjeffereyцитируетв прошлом году
How can I take it? I wondered. Dally is tougher than I am. Why can I take it when Dally can't? And then I knew. Johnny was the only thing Dally loved. And now Johnny was gone.
highlandjeffereyцитируетв прошлом году
And this time my dreaming worked. I convinced myself that he wasn't dead.
highlandjeffereyцитируетв прошлом году
You read about people looking peacefully asleep when they're dead, but they don't. Johnny just looked dead.
highlandjeffereyцитируетв прошлом году
"Stay gold, Ponyboy. Stay gold..." The pillow seemed to sink a little, and Johnny died.
highlandjeffereyцитирует2 года назад
He kept calling for Dallas and Ponyboy. If he lived... If? Please, no, I thought. Please not "if."