Beartown

So how important can the semifinal of a junior tournament be? Being the best junior team around would remind the rest of the country of this place’s existence again. And then the politicians might decide to spend the money to establish a hockey school here instead of over in Hed, so that the most talented kids in this part of the country would want to move to Beartown instead of the big cities. So that an A-team full of homegrown players could make it to the highest division again, attract the biggest sponsors once more, get the council to build a new rink and bigger roads leading to it, maybe even the conference center and shopping mall they’ve been talking about for years. So that new businesses could appear and create more jobs so that the townspeople might start thinking about renovating their homes instead of selling them. It would only be important to the town’s economy. To its pride. To its survival.

It’s only so important that a seventeen-year-old in a private garden has been standing here since he got frostbite on his cheeks one night ten years ago, firing puck after puck after puck with the weight of an entire community on his shoulders.

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It means everything. That’s all.

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Maybe the board and the sponsors are right—maybe he’s just a stubborn old goat who’s lost his grip.

There are people who say that children don’t behave the way adults tell them to, but the way they see adults behave.

but perhaps you get tired of being frightened if you’ve been frightened long enough.

You can get through anything then

but the only thing Kira has ever wanted for her kids was health, safety, and a best friend.

hat most people don’t do what we tell them to. They do what we let them get away with.”

at the part of the brain that registers physical pain is the same part that registers jealousy.

Late one evening toward the end of March, a teenager picked up a double-barreled shotgun, walked into the forest, put the gun to someone else’s forehead, and pulled the trigger.

On the biggest day of his life he is the loneliest boy on earth.