So the scrapbook is also Jack Huddleston’s confession, his plea bargain. The detective writes his little introductory rationale as the excuse, the socially redeeming purpose behind his obsession. If there is any truth in it, it is the stained white flag waved by the hostage taker. It is the “you-made-me-this-way,” the “I-did-it-for-you,” the “this-hurts-me-more-than-it-hurts-you” lies of the bully and abuser. The old cop, like the old con, tries to trick us into forgiveness and complicity. By witnessing he has participated, by understanding he is culpable. And his real purpose is to disguise the truth—that he started out terrified and ended up liking it, fascinated, an afficionado.