The Incest Diary

My father controlled my mind, my body, my desire. I wanted him. I went home. I went back for more

I want him to be proud of me. I want him to think that I’m clever. I want him to think that I’m sexy. And I want to savagely mutilate his body and feed his corpse to dogs

This great pleasure of ours is bursting in light. I feel God in my heart getting bigger. I’m

I never said the word rape to him. I couldn’t say it until very recently.

In moments when he really frightened me, it took only a few minutes for me to come from his fingers, his cock, his tongue. The more I actually feared harm by him, the more excited I felt, the more deeply bonded I felt to him

I remember those dark days full of light

You hate the people you love the most” was something she liked to tell my brother and me

I feel like throwing up. I would do anything he tells me to do. I want to please him and also to murder him.

Claude Lévi-Strauss wrote that the key difference between animals and humans is incest prohibition. What does this make me?

My father told me that I had seduced him when I was a little girl.