But big life events change people, and the truth is I’m different now. I’m still figuring everything out
Alisha Smithцитирует2 месяца назад
I ran yesterday for three hours, and I’m at it again today even though my left knee’s been acting up. I just can’t seem to stop. Lately, it’s the only thing that keeps my mind off stuff.
Alisha Smithцитирует2 месяца назад
I’m aware of how drained I am on every level
Alisha Smithцитирует2 месяца назад
You can’t please everyone
Alisha Smithцитирует2 месяца назад
I’m terrified that if I slip, if I fail, everyone will stop loving me, and where will I be then?
Alisha Smithцитирует2 месяца назад
Now . . . people have expectations, and I can’t stand knowing that I might disappoint them.”
Alisha Smithцитирует2 месяца назад
But people will,
Alisha Smithцитирует2 месяца назад
People like me better when I make them feel good about themselves. So I’m constantly assessing her reaction and editing my words to appeal to her.
Alisha Smithцитирует2 месяца назад
Being tough on myself isn’t working now, though. I can’t try harder than I already am
Alisha Smithцитирует2 месяца назад
I don’t question why people do things. I just observe and copy. That’s how to get along in this world