But big life events change people, and the truth is I’m different now. I’m still figuring everything out
Ruby Ayodeleцитируетв прошлом месяце
I do have a pet. He’s a rock. His name is, very creatively, Rock.
Alisha Smithцитирует3 месяца назад
I ran yesterday for three hours, and I’m at it again today even though my left knee’s been acting up. I just can’t seem to stop. Lately, it’s the only thing that keeps my mind off stuff.
Alisha Smithцитирует3 месяца назад
I’m aware of how drained I am on every level
Alisha Smithцитирует3 месяца назад
You can’t please everyone
Alisha Smithцитирует3 месяца назад
I’m terrified that if I slip, if I fail, everyone will stop loving me, and where will I be then?
Alisha Smithцитирует3 месяца назад
Now . . . people have expectations, and I can’t stand knowing that I might disappoint them.”
Alisha Smithцитирует3 месяца назад
But people will,
Alisha Smithцитирует3 месяца назад
People like me better when I make them feel good about themselves. So I’m constantly assessing her reaction and editing my words to appeal to her.
Alisha Smithцитирует3 месяца назад
Being tough on myself isn’t working now, though. I can’t try harder than I already am