I killed Myself for a better me

I don’t want to have traitors within me. The best way to do it is to kill the current me and work to acquire the new me whom I dreamed of.

Situation has reached to the edge of patience.

I am awesome and a unique creation of god and I can do anything in this world. I am much stronger than Thor but the hammer is missing.

Daily I try to do it, but I fail always. Now it’s been years and still trying.

Believe in yourself. Even if you know you are not competent when compared to others, but it’s a matter of time.

and I can see the dreams and the colourful world on the other side of the tunnel.

Fear is a good weapon by which anyone can be controlled.

Fight till I beat the biggest beast in me and to give a clear message to myself and my mind.

It’s like a possessed human fighting with himself to get back his own identity.

Tomorrow’s sun will see a different version of me.