Beautiful Chaos

There is too much fuel in her. The world ignites her fire and she works both ways. When she loves, she loves too much and when she hates, she hates too much. And in between there is so much wage, so much that she loses herself in these moments. And the closer she was, the further apart she wanted to be. She just could not get it together, until she met him.
Hate is heavy.

You said your heart had been broken and if I believed enough we would be forever. Well, I guess history has a funny way of repeating itself. And it is a shame how everything meaningful must end! Especially when facing the touch of forever and that itself, is a shame.
Conquer the demons.

There is too much noise in me and too often I feel interrupted. I need order, I need love, I need all of you to calm the waves. All of you to set me free and all of you for all of me.

Sometimes I feel like I do not know myself like I’m lost inside myself. And I cannot even live within myself and I cannot trust myself when I’m by myself.

We all can learn how to breathe submerged; we just have to find that one person worth drowning for.

If loving you kills me tonight, then I was ready for death the moment you said hello.

She had a little rebel in her, a little chaos and a little gentleness.

Dear God,

Every gust of wind carries your voice. Every sunrise radiates the warmth derailing from your smile. Every ocean reflects the shades seasoning from your eyes and during the night I can see everything you have ever wanted me to see. Every star exhales your favorite stories, wrapped in a fabric of dreams. Every mountain, summit top and meadow reminds me of your scripting skin. And I know you, too, are broken and every living thing that breathes your voice, feels your smile, vessels in your eyes, runs through your skin and looks up at the sky to understand your story, has a little piece of you inside them to call their own.

One day.

I taught her how to dream and she taught me how to love and we saved each other the moment we began to believe.

Conquer the demons in you before letting the demons in others conquer you.