If you don’t like being alone, you don’t like it, and that’s all right. Forcing yourself to do something when every cell in your body is screaming ‘no’ just leads to panic. It’s difficult to know the difference between forcing yourself to do something that’s not good for you, and being scared of doing something that is good for you. If the fear is excitement, then feel it and do it anyway. But if it’s about the massive amount of willpower that’s required to do something out of societal pressure, then that’s different.